"Who carved pure love
and foolishly placed him by this feeble fountain,
sure of himself thinking he could tame
such fire, wild as it is
with such little water."
By Tony.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
I apologize...again
There's this thing called wifi right...
And it eludes me, ducks me....
You would think I was asking it for child support money.
*shrugging*
I got that bitch tonight!
Hello loves. I missed writing. Very very much.
I've been wrapped up in all of my thoughts and emotions lately...
Not the best place to be if those emotions are negative and unbearable...
I'm gonna tell you what it's like for me to like a guy:
I like him. He likes someone else.
Or is still involved with an ex.
Or not over his ex.
Or feels weird because I dated a mutual friend and it went nowhere. (this doesn't happen often, this is current. the first time).
I'm in one of those Kiss Me Back moments.
I keep begging for this guy to feel the same way as I do (internal begging, I would never say it out loud).
I doubt he even sees.
Or he sees more than he lets on. He's that type of guy.
And all of this wild goose chasing reminds me of a similar relationship we should all be familiar with:
Kermit the Frog and Ms. Piggy.
Now why Ol' Kermit and Ms Piggy?
Because Ms. Piggy was constantly chasing that ungrateful scrawny frog.
She would do anything for him, go anywhere for him...
She was a real ride or die bitch to be blunt.
And how does he repay her?
Flirts with other women in front of her. Blows her off to be with his friends.
And in one of their movies, The Muppets Take Manhattan, he even gave her the biggest insult of all:
They were legally married and he called her a friend!
After all the grief she went through?!
Granted she wasn't the thinnest woman.
Or the GREENEST woman.
She had an over-the-top, giggly, karate-chop personality.
I'll call her vivacious.
And KERMIT was always complainin about something. He was a dull character to me.
I'm just saying we all have had a Kermit in our lives.
And I am not very fond of kissing these frogs to get to my prince.
Excuse me, my KING.
SO! I will write Kermit this letter:
Dear Kermit the Frog, YOU. ARE. AN ASSHOLE! Can't you see how hopelessly devoted Ms. Piggy was to you? Granted she wasn't AS THIN as you or GREEN but she would ride or die for you. She went hard for your heart. And you constantly played her. You deserve to die a slow, torturous, SOBER, rat infested death for the way you treat good women. Or pigs. YOU ASSHOLE! I hope someone in chinatown eats you, you green bastard.
I'm done ranting.
And I promise myself to never settle for a Kermit.
If you kiss me then mean it. And do it often.
BTW: I Don't Care About Your Band by Julie Klausner fueled this.
Blame her for my low tolerance.
Until next time...
P.S. I WOULD have pics up but blogger is disagreeing with me at the moment. So they will have to wait until another time. URGH THIS POST LOOKS SO EMPTY! It's like an itch I can't scratch...
-__-
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Song of the month...
Where do we go from here?
What do I do with these feelings?
The words above are lyrics to Eric Roberson's duet with Lalah Hathaway.
The song is called Dealing.
They both have extremely beautiful voices and the lyrics are relevant to my life currently so...
Enjoy.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Random Convos of the Social Networking Kind...
When life gives you lemons...you rant.
Tzitzi Farmer is upset. So, Julesa Ward, "Fuck You (or it) Thursdays" is about to come early for me, lls. Fuck Sprint. Fuck Othello. Fuck you if you didn't text YELE to support Haiti because you didn't feel like helping. Fuck that old white guy on chan 9 News who's always slandering Obama. Fuck College Application Fee's! Fuck S.A.T...'s! Fuck Regents! Ok..I think my rant..is done.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
For the New Year Part 2...
This woman is really speaking words I should heed to.
"Chasing things of this world is like trying to chase the wind;
No matter what you do, you'll never catch it.
And you'll run out of breath trying."
-Andrea Felisha.
If you happen to blow my way, then fine.
But I'm definitely not gonna chase you.
I have asthma.
And ain't enough asthma pumps in the world for that.
For the New Year...
So I get a random request on facebook one day...
I don't know the woman who is requesting me at all...
I was very skeptical for valid reasons about accepting her...
But did it anyway.
I'm glad I did. Quote of the day for you:
"Maybe you and (insert name) aren't on the same page for a reason.
Some people aren't meant to take part in your storyline.
Some of us are busy writing novels while others are still listening to bedtime stories."
--Andrea Felisha.
She definitely has a point.
Somehow I know you're gonna randomly read this one day...
"He walks away...
The sun goes down...
He takes the day....but I'm grown".
^^ You would think one could handle heartbreak (or disappointments) as easily as that.
Just say FUCK IT! I'm older now. I know better.
I'm not gonna let it break me like when I was 15.
Or 16...
or 17....
Or...wait. Here we are.
DAMN!
Anyway....
Has anyone seen the new campaign for DIESEL?
It's called Be Stupid.
And lately I've been very very Stupid.My heart doesn't always tell me which way is up...
And it doesn't tell me if my light bill will be high after shining my light on the world...
But It's all I have.
My Head can easily mislead me.
It could listen to that hoe on the right or even be swayed by that nigga on the left...
But my heart?
It's the most valuable thing in my being.
Take it or leave it.
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