Song of the month...

Where do we go from here?

What do I do with these feelings?

The words above are lyrics to Eric Roberson's duet with Lalah Hathaway.

The song is called Dealing.

They both have extremely beautiful voices and the lyrics are relevant to my life currently so...

Enjoy.

Random Convos of the Social Networking Kind...

When life gives you lemons...you rant.

Tzitzi Farmer is upset. So, Julesa Ward, "Fuck You (or it) Thursdays" is about to come early for me, lls. Fuck Sprint. Fuck Othello. Fuck you if you didn't text YELE to support Haiti because you didn't feel like helping. Fuck that old white guy on chan 9 News who's always slandering Obama. Fuck College Application Fee's! Fuck S.A.T...'s! Fuck Regents! Ok..I think my rant..is done.

Julesa Ward likes this.

Julesa Ward

Lmfaooo!!!!! NICEEE!

January 20 at 10:48pm

Tzitzi Farmer

I'm so irritant right now, lmao.

January 20 at 10:49pm

Keisha Williams

O_O...

well while we're at it....

Fuck this recession, fuck homelessness, fuck homeless men who try to get my number, fuck grades, fuck the bronx because it makes me feel like I'm in Lil Mexico, fuck YOU SIR OVER THERE because you didn't get my order right, FUCK natural disasters, Fuck your Waterbug lookin ass over there, fuck these shoes, fuck my life, and fuck cuffin season cuz I just wanna be bitter about it. Bite me.

*middle finger to the world*

January 20 at 10:51pm ·

Julesa Ward

Lmaooo!!! Word! Kesh went innnn extra hard!

January 20 at 10:56pm

Tzitzi Farmer

WORD! Fuck people who are overly conceited and have no reason to be. Fuck Tom from MySpace...just because. Lmfao. Fuck Physical Education Pacer tests! Fuck Regents classes as electives, which brings me to..Fuck NY public school systems! Fuck silence! Fuck dudes who wear "way-too-big-for-you" breifs and still have there pants hang. Fuck people who don't bang with Erykah Badu! Love her!

January 20 at 10:58pm

Keisha Williams

lmfaooo!! aiight if thats how u wanna play it...

Fuck my old Mario looking principle, Fuck the movie Bring It On because Kirsten Dunst's face makes me cry inside, Fuck kinda name is Dunst?? Fuck bugs, Fuck my neighbors who are playing music so loud it vibrates through my body on a WEEKDAY, Fuck YOU SIR for that time you followed me home, Fuck you because you don't know the right answer, Fuck TEACHERS because there IS no right answer, Fuck DSL, Fuck broken computers, Fuck my broken heart and Fuck YOU Spanish Fly because I never really liked insects anyway!!!!

BITCH!!!!!!!

January 20 at 11:02pm ·

Tzitzi Farmer

Lmao, "Fuck TEACHERS because there IS no right answer"

Fuck pop quizzes! Fuck that old man in the train station who asked me for my metrocard in a hostile tone, TF?! Fuck the F train on the weekends! Fuck empty pockets and wallets (my own, ofcourse, lmfao), Fuck Facebook IM for stopping my typing in status's when I get something new, fuck those guys with the "I'll be honest, its for WEED" cardboard boxes on their chests begging for money on the street corners! You need to be saving for a home!

January 20 at 11:12pm

Keisha Williams

"i'll be honest, its for weed". Never saw that!

BUT FUCK THOSE BROKE NIGGAS!!! Fuck You for being so damn good at everything and having such a nasty attitude that I wish you would trip off a bridge, into the sea and get bit on the ass by a shark, Fuck YOU because you gave me emotional frostbite, Fuck YOU for wearing a size small shirt when YOU KNOW DAMN WELL YOU'RE AN EXTRA LARGE, Fuck YOU for speaking to me in spanish I DON'T KNOW FUCKIN SPANISH! FUCK YOU for never answering my questions! Fuck you for ASKING me questions! FUCK THE RAIN! FUCK THE SNOW! AND GODDAMN IT FUCK MY LACK OF A WEBCAM!!!!!!

i can't anymore. I'm done. *retires middle finger for the night*

And fuck doubt cause I just don't have time for it.

Done !

January 20 at 11:20pm ·

Keisha Williams

AND FUCK YOU FOR ALWAYS SHOWING UP WHENEVER I GLANCE AT OUR MUTUAL FRIENDS! I DON'T WANNA SEE YOUR FACE! GO DIE!!!

January 20 at 11:21pm ·

Tzitzi Farmer

Lmao, Word! Hell yes, they be right over there on broadway somewhere, SMH.

Haha @ the extra large.

I retire mines too. Felt good to let it out though, lls

January 20 at 11:22pm

Keisha Williams

AND FUCK FAULTY WIFI CONNECTIONS!

January 21 at 1:20am ·

(I might need anger management.

But you must admit, the last line is the truth.)

For the New Year Part 2...

This woman is really speaking words I should heed to.



"Chasing things of this world is like trying to chase the wind;

No matter what you do, you'll never catch it.

And you'll run out of breath trying."

-Andrea Felisha.



If you happen to blow my way, then fine.


But I'm definitely not gonna chase you.


I have asthma.


And ain't enough asthma pumps in the world for that.

For the New Year...

So I get a random request on facebook one day...

I don't know the woman who is requesting me at all...


I was very skeptical for valid reasons about accepting her...



But did it anyway.



I'm glad I did. Quote of the day for you:



"Maybe you and (insert name) aren't on the same page for a reason.

Some people aren't meant to take part in your storyline.

Some of us are busy writing novels while others are still listening to bedtime stories."

--Andrea Felisha.





She definitely has a point.

Somehow I know you're gonna randomly read this one day...

"He walks away...

The sun goes down...

He takes the day....but I'm grown".


^^ You would think one could handle heartbreak (or disappointments) as easily as that.



Just say FUCK IT! I'm older now. I know better.


I'm not gonna let it break me like when I was 15.


Or 16...


or 17....


Or...wait. Here we are.


DAMN!

Anyway....

Has anyone seen the new campaign for DIESEL?


It's called Be Stupid.


And lately I've been very very Stupid.



My heart doesn't always tell me which way is up...



And it doesn't tell me if my light bill will be high after shining my light on the world...



But It's all I have.



My Head can easily mislead me.



It could listen to that hoe on the right or even be swayed by that nigga on the left...


But my heart?




It's the most valuable thing in my being.

Take it or leave it.

Happy New Year!

I really have only two things to say at the moment...



1.




and




2.



PLUS! WIFI CONNECTION TROUBLES!


I will be following you new followers soon!

Thanx for all the love!

And I will inform you on all the drama


Soon.

Lalala...

Random Interactions with Customers:

Me: Would you like any help ma'am?


Customer: Oh yes! Could you please tell me if this dress runs a bit big? You see the problem is that I'm really busty in the front with nothing in the back. Kinda like you!


Me:.....-_-....the fitting room is to the left. Have a great day.



BUT NO! IT DOESN'T END THERE! She proceeds to tell me about how she doesn't wear anything under her church robe. I won't even get into the rest. Only at Old Navy.


Anywhoooooo! Got my new laptop, it's a Toshiba and she was just in my price range.


Workin on getting this itouch I want.


But here is my new music obsession:


[WARNING: It's more of an alternative pop, sit your ass down and mellow out type of music.]







Her name is Jade. My friend MDot put me on to her and she's something new.

Something different.

Something I'm willing to try...

I love her song Beautiful Problems. Go look for it.

And on that not I am on to my next blog about my waning heterosexuality....

Don't worry. I'm straight mostly. LOVES!

P.S. STARZ!!! YOU SLIPPIN!! WHERE YOU AT???